For the past few days all I could say was good-but. And the but means that I'm kind of sick which equals with I don't know yet what is my problem's name because today it was raining and Ididn't wanted to get wet so I decided to go tomorrow to the doctor. And the belly pain is not a sickness like sarcaidosis what House M.D. would say..

I just love this kitchen 

So according to the Good things: I went to Panka's summer cottage to Velence and we wisited Székesfehérvár where she showed me a Hungarian workout class and it was really surprisingly good. We aslo baked and talked a lot and it was all good. Oh and of course we played yatzi and speed(with card).

Aleja was here and my Sister wanted to suprise us: she picked some sour cherries and stoned them. Then I found the Swedish chocolate cake(Kladdkaka) recipe from Gisela (my sis' Swedish friend). Then of course I changed the recipe and then I was thinking that it would fit perfectly with the sour cherry. -And it did!

-200g sugar
-400g flour
-150g butter
-1dl milk
-3 eggs
-1 vanilla sugar
-5 tbsp cocoa powder
-2,5 cup sour cherry
Mix all the ingredients except the cherries, then pour it to a buttered bakin pan, Mix some sugar and flour together and deep the cherries into this mixture. Right after is done put them on top of the dough and put it to the preheated oven and bake it for about 30 min in 180°C.

"JaneFonda" turmix

After a Jane Fonda Advanced workout I decided to eat something that is high in protein. Then I remembered we have cottage cheese in the fridge and it's going to be perfect with some fruits from the garden and we also had some banana-trmix left after lunch.


-100g cottage cheese
-15 cherries
-1/2 apple
-1tsp honey
-50ml banana-turmix(banana+milk)
-1tsp lemon juice
Put everything to the blender and mix it for a couple of minutes.

failure-devaluation

I went to retake an exam today. Ok before I say anything these are the facts:
-I was in Helsinki  for this semester= I didn't attend on any of these -Hungarian courses
-This analytic developmental psychology is absolutely not a course you can learn  in 1,5 day.
-I didn't have the chance to write the test (which is absolutely 100% easier than write an essay)
-The teacher  is one of the most prestigious person in her field...
-I had 7 other exams.
-Usually I get a 5or 4!
So I went to take the exam on Tuesday, and it was an essay, -i failed, because is not enough if you just know something but not everything. Then today I retake the exam-not like I knew more then 2 days ago because on Wednesday I had an other exam- and because we were 4 it ws an oral exam. Ok we had to wait 40 min from 8am because she was chatting, then she started to ask only one of us , she got a 2, then she asked to say something in order to get a 2 , and it was WEIRD because she didn't even asked us only one little question from me then she said see you next er, it's not a problem  I can write a pumpkin to the ETR(the Uni system)" First of all I didn't even know the pumpkin is a metaphor of 1  or failure but now I learned something new!
The other thing is I really don't wanna come in September just to retake this.. And I alo know I'lll have to study a LOT in order to pass!
And now I have summer holiday! jepp -I just don't feel like I have any holiday I still have to write a 30 pages  research essay-

Good question-no asnwer

Spotted.
-the day you wake up and the first thing you can hear is the rain dropping on every possible surface nearby. The first and second thought is that you have to go to the University in 2 hours and take the first exam, then return and go again to take an other one....-if you survived both of them and you finally got home and start to study for the exam tomorrow you just get your result: FAIL. Even if you haven't cried a long time ago Today was the right day to do it. The only thing you can think about how is it possible??????? And after 6 hours you have the same question! The other exam, that I had to retake I passed and I also went to a hardcore spinnig at 8pm now I'm just studying and hopefully on Thursday morning I'll be able to get home after the exam! And Ale's coming.
-Why do all the cute guys have a girlfriend?-

Die hard

As I heared at one of my friend's street they're shooting the Die hard, but I don't really get it. If they really wanna make the movie why don't they come and record how I study? Tomorrow: 2 exames and I have no clue about any of them. I know it might absolutely sound stupid but even if I try, somehow I just can't focus on the reading and the bigger problem is that I should LEARN what I read. This is why I say the die hard movie related to me! And I haven't even mentioned yet, on wednesday I have an other exam and the only thing I know except the name of the course that I should study for that one ap.5000pages-sounds 2 minutes-

xoxo

Yes it's true, lately I haven't written a thing. I don't know what Freud would say about it.. and I do't even care.
I als kowI won't win the year's best blogger prize but I was just thiking maybe I should write this new entry, becase I wanna write. I don't even know what should I talk about. Maybe that since I came home everything is even more strange then it was before. First of all, if I get tired I just start to translate everything I tell frm english to hungarian. This is a really weird thig. I mean I just spoke englsh for 5 month it shouldn't have changed my brain.. Other strange thgs the air smells, here in Pécs it's ok, but the hurricanes and the tsunami that exist is really scary. Not to talk about yesterday when I went to the spinning by bike I thought I'm gonna die. It was a storm with rain and lightning. I was so afraid of "what if the lightning just hits my bike and I die?"-is it gonna take a long time, or I die fast?
 I just realized that in Helsinki there were NO LIGHTNINGS! Ok and the condition of roads......back pain.
Today I have an exam at 10am but all I can do is hope I'll pass!- I reas the slides couple of times, will see-
I'm listening to radio music I should get tired of it but somehow I feel is too much and getting annoying but yes there's someting tells my brain I need thid music in order to be alive now.
Food: the prices are extremly HIGH almost te same in Finlad it's kind of a shame.

But the thig is that Ale is coming on 14th Xaviera and the Tex.Mex. we'll meet on the 10th and today I skyped Poquito. Strange they're in  different places.differnt from me and frm Helsinki.
I wanna see them.

But now that I'm in Hungari hopefully I'll finish my exams, (all of them and succesfully)I wanna see my Friends!! So I wanna go home and not be in Pécs city sry I js can't like it, even if it seems nice somehow I don't find the nice thing in it. not to mention the weather that s*cks!

Finally I might have feelings but they are so hidden now that I can't feel them. And I know I'll be back in Helsinki at least from August! So it means  I'm in Hgary fo 2 moth out of them 2 weeks are ment to  (not literally) Rock the exams.. Then Ale for 10 days which I'm honestly  looking forward! Then I should spend some day in the library and write my essay.
Firs today I'm gonna pass!!!!
kiitos paljon jos voisit lue.
R.