crazy day

So today was way too crazy.
Let me begin with the horrible night I had. I couldn't fall asleep and when I thought I am I could't feel my right leg it was all numb and it took a while to get back all the sense. Then I became nervous and didn't want to fall asleep because I was afraid what if I won't feel my leg again. So I really hope it won't happen ever again it was horrible!
So then somehow I could sleep and woke up at 6:50 to the sound of the alarm, then again went back to sleep and then the next thing I knew I'm staring at my phone trying to understand what does 7:51 mean. When it changed to 7:52 I sort of understood it shows the time but it took me another minute to realize I'm in big trouble. I was suppose to be at 8am at the University.. Anyways I was just putting on clothes shoes teeth brushing and so on at the same time, then I biked just as fast as could so I wouldn't be super late because today our first class was Oral presentation skills and we were debating..-Legalizing euthanasia in Hungary- well if we look at the whole debate it was good and fun, but if I take myself personally then I could tell some bad things that are still bugging me. First of all I missed somewhere the information that each of us has to give a 5min speech depending on which team (pros/cons) are. So I had some pros and cons prepared but not like I'll have to give a speech. Believe me it's not like yeah I can talk even for an hour without preparing, well yes if  the topic doesn't matter but today it really did. And because I was the 3rd in our group of 4 it wasn't really easy to really talk and in the end I got a bit confused and was mumbling :( But well yeah it was funny still because the other team needed to ask and I answered them even the "Who can decide about one's life" question with a "I don't know , well God of course!, who am I to judge?!"   :D
So then I was late again from my other class because I didn't see the time.. Then on the 3rd class I was arguing with some of my classmates but not really arguing more like I was trying to say something opposite opinion and they were like: "No but we said so so this is it" Finally the teacher told them if hopefully they do understand my point which is more relevant than what they were saying.. so I guess I'm the bitch now but I do not care haha I don't even know their names :D
Finally I had 35 min to get home ea something get my laptop and go back to school. Then I had to do my experiment, well basically just tell them the instructions and show the face slides then collect the questionnaires. And now I put all the data to SPSS.. I just felt I need to write.
BECAUSE! I hate all these form a group and talk do make something. I seriously felt like asking the teachers if me one person as group is a possible option because well 1. So many lazy people!
2. I'm still much more effective alone!
3. I hate when I have to do everything and all the others just give their name, well No thank you!
4. Now I'm in 2 really crappy situations, conclusion: NEVER EVER be with your friends in a study group it is the WORST!
5. I may have to ask the teachers if I could do the 4-5 person project alone because hell I'm not going to give my name to a crap or let give anyone else's name to my work so Booya!
So but I mean somehow on the English class everything is ok it seems they don't hate me even if they do they don't show it so it's ok and I don't care about the group work because it's always temporary so it's good.
oops I think I wrote a bit way too much.Well:
Good night :)

stupidity at it's worst

Today I woke up and I saw a really good friend of mines blog. Well what she doesn't know is that she made a post that she later either deleted or just put it invisible but because I  have subscription somehow my Gmail message showed what was the original post. And I don't understand why she deleted, anyways it's not my business but the fact is that it really made me angry. I mean not my friend but the situation she was writing about. There is a man who's insulting her time to time with really rude messages and acts like he's the head of the non-existent maffia. What this man is doing is absoluteley disgusting and has no reason to do it. Not only once he used verbal abuse, tried to frighten and intimidate her based on -how surprising- NOTHING. And now he just excluded my friend from a Facebook group that was supposed to ment for every Hungarian who lives in Finland. And the thing is that not only she got excluded, now everyone who likes her blog or is friend with her on Facebook gets the chance not to be a group member. I mean I don't care if I can't be in the group because anyways I didn't wanted to be and I guess in the future as well my opinion will be the same, BUT I'm sure there are many people they want to be in the group because of many various reasons and I think -I KNOW-he doesn't have a right to delete people just because they're my friend's friends or readers or just simply in contact with her. And here I ask what can she or the other people do against him/situation??

Ps. At this point I'm feeling like it would be nice  if I'd have many readers to spread this situaton but on the other hand I feel safe with my audience because I know more or less who they are.

Things

Last weekend I was home alone with my sister.. Well I guess we should never study together again in the same place at the same time because we always have to say or comment on something that is much more interesting than studying.
But at least we could talk a bit so it was good, and we baked some rainbow-like muffins.
And here I am in Pécs since Monday and I can still say that I'm a really good friend of mine. Plus my room is more than crowded  I have my bike, a rack for drying my clothes some empty bottles on the floor..
And the Hunger game is on. I mean it's not like I'm not eating it's just that I'm so lazy to cook or go to the shop to buy some food, so during the weekend the cooked meal is not really happening. But today I'll try to boil at least some potatos. (yeah it makes me feel Finland..)
And the fact is that I'm still missing Helsinki!
I wanna go back every day, so I guess this feeling is pretty stable and the good part is that every time I feel really upset I'm thinking about the time I have to spend here so I can go back to Finland..