Tuesday, June 12

Good question-no asnwer

Spotted.
-the day you wake up and the first thing you can hear is the rain dropping on every possible surface nearby. The first and second thought is that you have to go to the University in 2 hours and take the first exam, then return and go again to take an other one....-if you survived both of them and you finally got home and start to study for the exam tomorrow you just get your result: FAIL. Even if you haven't cried a long time ago Today was the right day to do it. The only thing you can think about how is it possible??????? And after 6 hours you have the same question! The other exam, that I had to retake I passed and I also went to a hardcore spinnig at 8pm now I'm just studying and hopefully on Thursday morning I'll be able to get home after the exam! And Ale's coming.
-Why do all the cute guys have a girlfriend?-

Monday, June 11

Die hard

As I heared at one of my friend's street they're shooting the Die hard, but I don't really get it. If they really wanna make the movie why don't they come and record how I study? Tomorrow: 2 exames and I have no clue about any of them. I know it might absolutely sound stupid but even if I try, somehow I just can't focus on the reading and the bigger problem is that I should LEARN what I read. This is why I say the die hard movie related to me! And I haven't even mentioned yet, on wednesday I have an other exam and the only thing I know except the name of the course that I should study for that one ap.5000pages-sounds 2 minutes-

Tuesday, June 5

xoxo

Yes it's true, lately I haven't written a thing. I don't know what Freud would say about it.. and I do't even care.
I als kowI won't win the year's best blogger prize but I was just thiking maybe I should write this new entry, becase I wanna write. I don't even know what should I talk about. Maybe that since I came home everything is even more strange then it was before. First of all, if I get tired I just start to translate everything I tell frm english to hungarian. This is a really weird thig. I mean I just spoke englsh for 5 month it shouldn't have changed my brain.. Other strange thgs the air smells, here in Pécs it's ok, but the hurricanes and the tsunami that exist is really scary. Not to talk about yesterday when I went to the spinning by bike I thought I'm gonna die. It was a storm with rain and lightning. I was so afraid of "what if the lightning just hits my bike and I die?"-is it gonna take a long time, or I die fast?
 I just realized that in Helsinki there were NO LIGHTNINGS! Ok and the condition of roads......back pain.
Today I have an exam at 10am but all I can do is hope I'll pass!- I reas the slides couple of times, will see-
I'm listening to radio music I should get tired of it but somehow I feel is too much and getting annoying but yes there's someting tells my brain I need thid music in order to be alive now.
Food: the prices are extremly HIGH almost te same in Finlad it's kind of a shame.

But the thig is that Ale is coming on 14th Xaviera and the Tex.Mex. we'll meet on the 10th and today I skyped Poquito. Strange they're in  different places.differnt from me and frm Helsinki.
I wanna see them.

But now that I'm in Hungari hopefully I'll finish my exams, (all of them and succesfully)I wanna see my Friends!! So I wanna go home and not be in Pécs city sry I js can't like it, even if it seems nice somehow I don't find the nice thing in it. not to mention the weather that s*cks!

Finally I might have feelings but they are so hidden now that I can't feel them. And I know I'll be back in Helsinki at least from August! So it means  I'm in Hgary fo 2 moth out of them 2 weeks are ment to  (not literally) Rock the exams.. Then Ale for 10 days which I'm honestly  looking forward! Then I should spend some day in the library and write my essay.
Firs today I'm gonna pass!!!!
kiitos paljon jos voisit lue.
R.




Tuesday, May 22

En halua menä kotiin!

I do not want to go home! 
If it wasn't clear enough I'm sorry but it's aobut me and my feelings and I just can feel that it'd be relly nice if my family and friends could come here and I can stay!!
Ja anteeks en halunnut olla törkeä mutta EN HALUA MENNÄ UNKARISSA!!!!

Saturday, April 21

There are things WE ARE NOT TALKING ABOUT!
this is that my roomate doesn't understand..
So now we don't talk at least I wont talk about this thing.
It's my own business.
So now go on study!
I don't wann abe the stupidest in the world!( well actually it's maybe not possible if we take this subject, but at east I can try..)

Tuesday, April 10

oh yes here I am again.
I got a 3 for the Agency course I just checked it now.. anyways ofc I'm a bit pset but I don't know why?! I know that my essay wasn't so good, so why would I expect a better grade? The thing is that my social representation of grade:3 is really bad! I would rather get a 2 but 3???? So I hope that not everybody thinks that I'm so stupid blah blah.. And yes I am struggling with myself..
Ok I'll go to sauna now I'ts maybe better or not?

Saturday, March 10

finnish

Finnish people: "You just have to push the button to open the box." Of course first you  have to find the button. But it's way too interesting that for real, the women have to do the first step/push. Honestly I more like it this way, but on the other hand it scares me. What if..?
Yes this was my super smart idea about finnish guys (and finnish people).
On thursday we had a dinner together with a Japanese 3 Mexican and a Spanish, they are all designers, so it was pretty interesting being there as a psychologist and listening to tham how close actually is what they study and what I study here at the social psychology department..
Nowadays I'm too lazy, I wrote my essays, I went here and there( photo museum, IKEA, dinner here and there, Sauna, and gym everyday) But I didn't do anything for the home research I suppose to end till june..
My ankle hurts a LOT I never had a problem with it, so it's quite new for me, and I really hate that I have to skip some of the jumping part of the training, and usually I do it on one eg, so now I'm just starting to be afraid of that I'm gonna have differnt size of leggs..
I wanna read, but somehow I can't I don't know why. Maybe now I'm gonna prepare something for lunch than I'll read. will see