So today in Finland the school officially started.
Yesterday Aino asked me if I could come too to her opening ceremony in the German school, and of course I said yes in case her parents agree as well.
It was super fun-everything in German and Finnish and I got on the list of who're aloud to pick her up from the school..
And suddenly it hit me: I have only 2 more weeks and then 11 months in Hungary. It sounds like a survival camp, but I know I wanna come back for good so it keeps me still alive in the emotional sense..
I'm thinking almost every day that c'mon I'm so young why do I need to finish the psychology BA but then I remember that if I would take an other gap year I wouldn't be able to finish it later because then my student status would expire.. sooo stupid.. and it's not really the reason because I would't care about it but the problem is that it costs so much that now I need to finish it.. Although on the other hand if I wouldn't finish my studies than that money that I could save up from this coming last year I could invest in something else here.. I hate this really hate it but it's decided and I need to do it.
And an other topic: so I had my birthday last Thursday and wow 22..whatever who cares but it was my first real celebration..But and I'm complaining again I was expecting from a friend to write and she still hasn't done it and I know she must have seen it on facebook or wherever and now I'm confused again that fuck it why?? how come we meet 2 days earlier and 2 and 2 earlier days and she says nothing??
Well here I am and as every other human being I have feelings too and it's super hard to pretend everything is OK when it isn't!
So now my 2 last week.. I'm gonna try to enjoy it as much as possible.. And yes sports a lot! Finally I really don't care because it makes me super happy and somehow now there are instructors telling that I'm coming or coming to the class it feels funny weird and supergood at the same time and the thing is that I'm just the annoying costumer so I don't know after 1,5 year how come one of them wants me now to come or come . Because I understand the other 2 doesn't know me juat 5 /2 moth ago that can be ok to be able to deal with me but 1.5 year??.
Tuesday, August 13
Tuesday, July 23
outu lintu as a weird bird. Yesterday in the sauna after training I met a girl who told me I can use this expression in Finnish for a weird person. Well, I guess I should use it for myself: Mä oon outu lintu..
in Finnish the letter 'ä' is pronounced as an 'a-e' mixture. I was joking about it yesterday because the instructor was pronouncing it so clearly that if she would tell me a text that I should have been writing down I guess I could have done it correctly. I asked her after class how she says it and then I asked if I'm telling it good and she and 2 other Finnish person told me that for them it sounds correct so I shouldn't be worrying about my pronunciation..
Today I was thinking about next year and that I don't really wanna meet anyone new except my friends I have because they're good and I'm really not a social person. For sure it'll be super weird to speak only in Hungarian so I'll try to get into contact with the Erasmus students. At least for sure they won't speak too much in Hungarian.. As for Finnish I'll try to skype, though I have no idea whom and how- but will see.
well I still have a month to think about it.
And nowadays I'm really pissed off some people. There is this instructor who -I have no idea why- thinks that she can do anything, meaning she can stand wherever she wants even if someone was standing already in a spot she just jumps 5 cm next to or in front of the other. And today one of her instructor friend came and she jumped the same way but in front of me. When she was looking for a spot to stay she looked at me and I was just about to go a bit backwards (because I didn't wanted to kick her during class) she told me to stay there because it was originally my spot, so at least she understands that there are other human beings on planet not only she and her friends. (anyways I let her stay after this kindness next to the rude instructor and I was hoping she would kick her..) Well next time if I'll see this rude instructor for sure I'll stand next to her but so close that if she would comment on it it'll be enough to say: "thank you master I learned this from you!"
in Finnish the letter 'ä' is pronounced as an 'a-e' mixture. I was joking about it yesterday because the instructor was pronouncing it so clearly that if she would tell me a text that I should have been writing down I guess I could have done it correctly. I asked her after class how she says it and then I asked if I'm telling it good and she and 2 other Finnish person told me that for them it sounds correct so I shouldn't be worrying about my pronunciation..
Today I was thinking about next year and that I don't really wanna meet anyone new except my friends I have because they're good and I'm really not a social person. For sure it'll be super weird to speak only in Hungarian so I'll try to get into contact with the Erasmus students. At least for sure they won't speak too much in Hungarian.. As for Finnish I'll try to skype, though I have no idea whom and how- but will see.
well I still have a month to think about it.
And nowadays I'm really pissed off some people. There is this instructor who -I have no idea why- thinks that she can do anything, meaning she can stand wherever she wants even if someone was standing already in a spot she just jumps 5 cm next to or in front of the other. And today one of her instructor friend came and she jumped the same way but in front of me. When she was looking for a spot to stay she looked at me and I was just about to go a bit backwards (because I didn't wanted to kick her during class) she told me to stay there because it was originally my spot, so at least she understands that there are other human beings on planet not only she and her friends. (anyways I let her stay after this kindness next to the rude instructor and I was hoping she would kick her..) Well next time if I'll see this rude instructor for sure I'll stand next to her but so close that if she would comment on it it'll be enough to say: "thank you master I learned this from you!"
Wednesday, July 10
the last work-day
Well I thought tomorrow is my last working day but the father told me during lunch today is my last day. If so, then I'll take it easy tomorrow and just relax if the weather is good, maybe go to the beach meet some friends if so..
But it's not that official so I didn't start planning yet.
The last few weeks were the same old-same old; I was the kindergarten and today I managed to play for the first time in my life with small toys. Ok it could have been so because the Muumit toys are my favourite and I can do different voices so more or less I could even enjoy it, but the thing is that still I find it boring.
I really loved those evenings we were out in Hietsu beach on Saturday I was swimming in it, yesterday we acted like 16 years old teenagers, whatsoever it was fun! :D
the last 2 Fridays I was in Stadikka springboard diving, my leg is still a bit greenish from the bad dive but it's ok.
Wow, I just realised that basically I can't write anything interesting now.
But it's not that official so I didn't start planning yet.
The last few weeks were the same old-same old; I was the kindergarten and today I managed to play for the first time in my life with small toys. Ok it could have been so because the Muumit toys are my favourite and I can do different voices so more or less I could even enjoy it, but the thing is that still I find it boring.
I really loved those evenings we were out in Hietsu beach on Saturday I was swimming in it, yesterday we acted like 16 years old teenagers, whatsoever it was fun! :D
the last 2 Fridays I was in Stadikka springboard diving, my leg is still a bit greenish from the bad dive but it's ok.
Wow, I just realised that basically I can't write anything interesting now.
Monday, July 1
it happens
So I went swimming on Friday. This sentence was't true but it was the original idea. When we went out to the pools I saw that the diving area is still open for public, so I said Bye to Itzel and went jumping 1 hour long. It was awesome, but one of the back dive's landing didn't really work out nicely, so I landed face down with full body.. And it hurt..and now all my tights are super purple..8and it's weird because I have been landed many times much worst but never had any purple marks..) BUT when I told the story in Finnish to the twins one of them was so cute, she asked me:" Mahaplatsi? Kuin jääkarhu eleintarhassa?" which means "belly jump, like the polar bears in the Zoo?" well I was laughing so hard after this announcement :D
Monday, June 17
just a "regular" day
I was home with the twins and one of their friends (actually I really like that girl she's kind of the same hyperactive as I was)
I can still enjoy those situations when I misunderstand what they´re trying to tell me and I create a similar sentence with a totally different meaning..This was actually today more than a helpful mistake because one of the twins didn't want to collect snails with the others so she came inside and started to throw herself up and down and screamed and whined-at the same time the father from upstairs shouting LOPETA and HILJAA( stop it a sh*t up) -and told the following sentence: "Tylsääää, koko kesä menee pilalle!"-meaning "Booooring, the whole summer is ruined!" And I repeated: "Koko kesän pihalle? Totta kai mennään pihalle! sit tuu.."-Which means: The whole summer in the yard? Of course we can go outside, then let's go.." At this point somehow the father stopped shouting from upstairs (I guess he was either laughing at me or thinking that I really am crazy..whatsoever he stopped) And Hertta was laughing but still whining that ei pihalle PILALLE! then I explained her that if she's whining and talking at the same time I might misunderstand, so it happened again and again but I can't remember those anymore.
Then again out of blue at 3:30pm one of the twin had a brilliant idea to take a bath. According to the fact that their bathing rate per week is 1!one!yksi!ein!un!uno!.. I said ok ask the others if they want too and I was so happy they even played with a soap..
And we had many ups and downs, but tomorrow the neighbor girl comes again! :)
I can still enjoy those situations when I misunderstand what they´re trying to tell me and I create a similar sentence with a totally different meaning..This was actually today more than a helpful mistake because one of the twins didn't want to collect snails with the others so she came inside and started to throw herself up and down and screamed and whined-at the same time the father from upstairs shouting LOPETA and HILJAA( stop it a sh*t up) -and told the following sentence: "Tylsääää, koko kesä menee pilalle!"-meaning "Booooring, the whole summer is ruined!" And I repeated: "Koko kesän pihalle? Totta kai mennään pihalle! sit tuu.."-Which means: The whole summer in the yard? Of course we can go outside, then let's go.." At this point somehow the father stopped shouting from upstairs (I guess he was either laughing at me or thinking that I really am crazy..whatsoever he stopped) And Hertta was laughing but still whining that ei pihalle PILALLE! then I explained her that if she's whining and talking at the same time I might misunderstand, so it happened again and again but I can't remember those anymore.
Then again out of blue at 3:30pm one of the twin had a brilliant idea to take a bath. According to the fact that their bathing rate per week is 1!one!yksi!ein!un!uno!.. I said ok ask the others if they want too and I was so happy they even played with a soap..
And we had many ups and downs, but tomorrow the neighbor girl comes again! :)
Sunday, June 16
life goes on
I need to confess.
nowadays when I'm walking alone most of the time(when I'm not running to catch the bus) I have all these funny and weird thoughts about people. Like yesterday a girl walking really slowly or at least it seemed too slow because I couldn't pass her because of the roadblocks.. Whatsoever I was thinking that maybe if she would look up instead of staring the floor would help on her image. Because you could see this girl didn't have much self-confidence. And you could even think she was older than her real age. It might get confusing but my point is that then I felt ashamed of my thoughts that why am I laughing if I can be and more important USED to be the exact same as she was yesterday. So no judging. I know when I don't feel good I can look ugly, disappointing, and now (finally close to 22-but it's never too late) I know that it helps if you get together your guts and walk head's up and try to look nice. Well apparently yesterday I almost even believed I'm nice..
Other funny people the drunken girls at 3:30pm and the don't care that everyone's staring at them how awful they look.. the lonely drunks dancing around the city and the shouting bus-drivers are my favorite..(I'm glad that I'm not a tourist, for sure I would get lost)
Then again yesterday we saw an action with Petra. I thought it's not happening or just a joke and eventually it turns out I shouldn't be a Formula 1 racer because I couldn't make a decision in less then 1sec.. What happened is that a most possibly shoplifter guy running with an open bag and a security ogre running after his and shouting to push him/catch him which was addressed to us, but after the guy passed us a man just pushed him and of course he fall, then the ogre handcuffed him.. Well it was quite a scene but then again my first normal thought were that they must have run a huge distance because the closest shop was 2 blocks away..
Still not interesting? I'm truly sorry!
How about last weekend with the girls(and now I mean adult girls not the kids)
Finally I swam in the sea not even once but twice! If we count the water sun water then 3 times.
some pictures of the sea and the night after. Feel free to create stories I still don't know what does the tomato and the lemon do together :D in Finnish: Täh?
nowadays when I'm walking alone most of the time(when I'm not running to catch the bus) I have all these funny and weird thoughts about people. Like yesterday a girl walking really slowly or at least it seemed too slow because I couldn't pass her because of the roadblocks.. Whatsoever I was thinking that maybe if she would look up instead of staring the floor would help on her image. Because you could see this girl didn't have much self-confidence. And you could even think she was older than her real age. It might get confusing but my point is that then I felt ashamed of my thoughts that why am I laughing if I can be and more important USED to be the exact same as she was yesterday. So no judging. I know when I don't feel good I can look ugly, disappointing, and now (finally close to 22-but it's never too late) I know that it helps if you get together your guts and walk head's up and try to look nice. Well apparently yesterday I almost even believed I'm nice..
Other funny people the drunken girls at 3:30pm and the don't care that everyone's staring at them how awful they look.. the lonely drunks dancing around the city and the shouting bus-drivers are my favorite..(I'm glad that I'm not a tourist, for sure I would get lost)
Then again yesterday we saw an action with Petra. I thought it's not happening or just a joke and eventually it turns out I shouldn't be a Formula 1 racer because I couldn't make a decision in less then 1sec.. What happened is that a most possibly shoplifter guy running with an open bag and a security ogre running after his and shouting to push him/catch him which was addressed to us, but after the guy passed us a man just pushed him and of course he fall, then the ogre handcuffed him.. Well it was quite a scene but then again my first normal thought were that they must have run a huge distance because the closest shop was 2 blocks away..
Still not interesting? I'm truly sorry!
How about last weekend with the girls(and now I mean adult girls not the kids)
Finally I swam in the sea not even once but twice! If we count the water sun water then 3 times.
some pictures of the sea and the night after. Feel free to create stories I still don't know what does the tomato and the lemon do together :D in Finnish: Täh?
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Saturday, June 1
Boobies-the difficulties of bikini shopping
-Yes, it'll look good on you!
-No, I think you should get the XL from the upper part, you have big boobs!
-Do I need the strap or it'll hold my boobs..
And so on..
Well Petra made my day with her comment on her boobs: "Yes, I know these strap less upper parts are really good for me since my boobs forgot to grow out" So this message is for all the ladies who have small boobs there are really great advantages for you: you don't have to care about the shape or the straps because it'll stay in place!
Not like in my case: big boobs: STRAP is needed !Unless!->you have Rubint Réka breasts (silicone) because then it holds up. Well my natural creatures needs the extra help to stay in place against the gravitation!
So we didn't buy any bikini today but let's see..
But we went for a walk and had a smaller picnic next to the sea..
-No, I think you should get the XL from the upper part, you have big boobs!
-Do I need the strap or it'll hold my boobs..
And so on..
Well Petra made my day with her comment on her boobs: "Yes, I know these strap less upper parts are really good for me since my boobs forgot to grow out" So this message is for all the ladies who have small boobs there are really great advantages for you: you don't have to care about the shape or the straps because it'll stay in place!
Not like in my case: big boobs: STRAP is needed !Unless!->you have Rubint Réka breasts (silicone) because then it holds up. Well my natural creatures needs the extra help to stay in place against the gravitation!
So we didn't buy any bikini today but let's see..
But we went for a walk and had a smaller picnic next to the sea..
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