Ok at certain points enugh is enough. My stomach hurts. I need real food! Sorry that I'm notwilling to eat 6 days old food that contains meet! I know it's my bad but I think everyone who knows me can imagine how much food could I get if I was cooking potatos for lunch and nothing else! (for those who may not know: I HATE boiled potatos since I was 4!)
And this stupidity that goes on 3 days ago..
I do thin if someone has a problem 1. with me : SAY IT! 2. if I'm not included in the hatred, then don't look at me like you wanna throw up!
I don't really get it. It's maybe because of the wheather ( it's still snowing 2 days ago) or because as one of my friend described: no is just Finnish women are crazy sometimes, so don't worry.. however I wanna dissapear right now until everything is going to be normal!
And this nice gesture of inviting me to the dinner is permanently missing!
And don't get me wrong if it seems I'm just complaining and whining about everything, of course I have many good thing in my life. Apparently nowadays out of the house, but it's all right as long as I'm not forced to stay home!
And I really hate being someone whom you only say Hey, or Bye if you're feeling it (nowadays- never). And I keep on saying those stuff even though I'm feeling I would rather just leave.
And again hopefully it's only temporary so there might be a chance that I'll be able to feel myself human again!
