I feel like I have to write about this.
Something is bothering me and I can't get over it. I really hope it's just temporary because I really don't want to end up like in highschool that nobody likes me and nobody invites me anywhere.
It might be that I'm stupid or overreacting this situation, but I didn't get invited tonite to the "girl's night out". Which ok let me explain from the one hand it's totally understandable because I sort of on an agreement with one of them that she doesn't want to hang out with me but we're still friends (?? well I know her reasons fine. I'm totally trying to respect it) On the other hand however I would love to hang out with the others and as far as I know I didn't give any reason not to hang out with them..
So I'm on the edge of the state when I don't know if they hate me or not and I really hope I'll be able to go out with them because I really don't want to end up being alone. It feels really shitty. And to be honest this was the very first time that I'd have friends who are my classmates.
Well I guess sorry for whining about this 1st world problem..