Dear my life,

Lets whine a little bit more
I feel miserable because I have feelings and it annoys me. It would be so much easier if I could be just a normal psychopath without feelings I guess that would simplify my life a lot. Then again it's nice that I'm not a psychopath because then I'd cause problems and that wouldn't be nice.
So the thing is that I'm kind of really into someone whom I know is dating someone at the moment so it makes no sense to have feeling for that person. But then again I have so it's really hard do act like "hey dude" whenever we meet, And I've been thinking if I should explain myself so then it might get to a conclusion and it might be I won't feel anything after that or just that it'd be a relief for me that I let know my feelings so then I don't have to act weird anymore.
So I really don't understand this thing why I have to have feelings for someone. weird.
This was the Sunday news have a nice rest of the weekend.
T.
me