Thursday, June 14

failure-devaluation

I went to retake an exam today. Ok before I say anything these are the facts:
-I was in Helsinki  for this semester= I didn't attend on any of these -Hungarian courses
-This analytic developmental psychology is absolutely not a course you can learn  in 1,5 day.
-I didn't have the chance to write the test (which is absolutely 100% easier than write an essay)
-The teacher  is one of the most prestigious person in her field...
-I had 7 other exams.
-Usually I get a 5or 4!
So I went to take the exam on Tuesday, and it was an essay, -i failed, because is not enough if you just know something but not everything. Then today I retake the exam-not like I knew more then 2 days ago because on Wednesday I had an other exam- and because we were 4 it ws an oral exam. Ok we had to wait 40 min from 8am because she was chatting, then she started to ask only one of us , she got a 2, then she asked to say something in order to get a 2 , and it was WEIRD because she didn't even asked us only one little question from me then she said see you next er, it's not a problem  I can write a pumpkin to the ETR(the Uni system)" First of all I didn't even know the pumpkin is a metaphor of 1  or failure but now I learned something new!
The other thing is I really don't wanna come in September just to retake this.. And I alo know I'lll have to study a LOT in order to pass!
And now I have summer holiday! jepp -I just don't feel like I have any holiday I still have to write a 30 pages  research essay-

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