xoxo

Yes it's true, lately I haven't written a thing. I don't know what Freud would say about it.. and I do't even care.
I als kowI won't win the year's best blogger prize but I was just thiking maybe I should write this new entry, becase I wanna write. I don't even know what should I talk about. Maybe that since I came home everything is even more strange then it was before. First of all, if I get tired I just start to translate everything I tell frm english to hungarian. This is a really weird thig. I mean I just spoke englsh for 5 month it shouldn't have changed my brain.. Other strange thgs the air smells, here in Pécs it's ok, but the hurricanes and the tsunami that exist is really scary. Not to talk about yesterday when I went to the spinning by bike I thought I'm gonna die. It was a storm with rain and lightning. I was so afraid of "what if the lightning just hits my bike and I die?"-is it gonna take a long time, or I die fast?
 I just realized that in Helsinki there were NO LIGHTNINGS! Ok and the condition of roads......back pain.
Today I have an exam at 10am but all I can do is hope I'll pass!- I reas the slides couple of times, will see-
I'm listening to radio music I should get tired of it but somehow I feel is too much and getting annoying but yes there's someting tells my brain I need thid music in order to be alive now.
Food: the prices are extremly HIGH almost te same in Finlad it's kind of a shame.

But the thig is that Ale is coming on 14th Xaviera and the Tex.Mex. we'll meet on the 10th and today I skyped Poquito. Strange they're in  different places.differnt from me and frm Helsinki.
I wanna see them.

But now that I'm in Hungari hopefully I'll finish my exams, (all of them and succesfully)I wanna see my Friends!! So I wanna go home and not be in Pécs city sry I js can't like it, even if it seems nice somehow I don't find the nice thing in it. not to mention the weather that s*cks!

Finally I might have feelings but they are so hidden now that I can't feel them. And I know I'll be back in Helsinki at least from August! So it means  I'm in Hgary fo 2 moth out of them 2 weeks are ment to  (not literally) Rock the exams.. Then Ale for 10 days which I'm honestly  looking forward! Then I should spend some day in the library and write my essay.
Firs today I'm gonna pass!!!!
kiitos paljon jos voisit lue.
R.