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I remember at Panka's we were randomly singing this song and now I just started again..acltually I have been thinking about my friends and I really like all of them, the only problem is that I feel like I am the pushy one who always calls them and if not then I can wait until something enormous happens and they call me. SO I started to feel maybe they don't really like me or they don't need me, I hope these are just some stupid thoughts and is not true. So I kind of learned the system they told me: You came home and you are the one who didn't call. (well I did actually) But I thought the phone has 2 end and why am I the one who has to call?? I won't. Now they were away on a festival so I'll wait till they call me and tell they're back, let's meet or something.