Nowadays I'm playing a surviving game. Ok it's not even close to any risky lifestyle, but according to the fact, that I don't have my freedom sometimes I even think of what if I would just go outside alone and go for a walk. Well this happened only once 2 month ago, when I was home for the whole day and I decided at 9pm that I need to breath some fresh air. I guess it was when I had the flue so it made sense. But now it's just weird. I was just thinking that I couldn't even complain to the mother about how hard is my life because after all I spend some time with the kids but not the evenings when they have to go to sleep. It happens only on Tuesdays when the father is away. Because she's the one who has her kids. So no kids for me only if I'm sure about that I can take care of someone 24-7 and that would mean even LESS Freedom , so how about not yet!
Though the 6 years old twins just explained me last week why they don't want to have kids: Simply because if it's a boy they don't want him to pie in their face, and you can't plan on having only a girl ,so they won't risk that it might be a boy.
Good point but I think in my opinion I'm just not ready and I can't plan that my kids are already 4-5 years old so they have some clue what's going on.
I guess there are different kind of theories so everyone has some reason why or why not have a baby. Actually I think I'm improving: 5 years ago I remember telling that don't worry if I won't have my period it's not a problem anyways I don't ever wanna have kids. Now I see maybe I would like to but still I can't see it coming.
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